POEMS I WROTE FOR YOU  / MOM (MOTHER)

My Feelings

 

No matter what they say or do

They can not take away the pain I’m going through

At this moment these words don’t mean a Thing

All I want to do is Dream

All the Only If’s, Could I’s, Should of’s or Did I’s ?  Are on my mind

The loss of my loving Daughter will take Time.

They say my heart will mend, life goes on.

But all I think of is My Beautiful Gina Gone.

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Hi Gina <3 <3  / Lorraine Carl (Mom's "Sis" )
Hi Gina, I hope my Aunt Sue can give your Mommy some words of wisdom from God for her to hold onto. I've never had such a wonderful friend like your Mom before. I know you were her best friend, I have  daughter's Christina & Diana who are my best friend too, but they're in Arizona, so it's a Blessing to know your Mommy.The rest of your family are so warm and wonderful.
You are so missed, and forever loved.
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THANKSGIVING / MOM (MOMMY)
Gina Thanksgiving is our first holiday without you and it has finally past.  It wasn't the same without you.  I thought of you through out the day and I tried my hardest not to break down.  Why do I have to go thru these days without you?  Christmas is coming and it was OUR favorite time of the year with all the pretty decorations and everything.  We had so much fun together this time of year.  Now what am I suppose to do?  I don't want to put up any of the decoration but then again I think of the others and I should put them up.  I know you would want me to still go on and put them up and do as we done together.  But Gina   I'M ALL MIXED UP INSIDE I don't want to do anything without you.  I'm not strong anymore, I'm weak and getting weaker everyday.  I LOVE YOU SWEETPEA soooooooooo much.  I'm in pain so much, I need your arms around me.  PLEASE COME AND SEE ME.  I NEED YOU. Close

BEST FRIEND  / MoMMY (Mother)

Gina, I'm really having a hard time accepting you being away from me.  I keep thinking of you all the time.  I can't believe you're gone I believe it's all a bad dream and all I want to do is shake my head and wake up.  I look at your pictures and I see how much I LOVE YOU and HOW MUCH WE LOVE EACH OTHER.  I don't understand life at all, why do we get close and pour out our hearts to someone and LOVE THEM WITH ALL THEIR HEARTS and something happens that rips their heart out.  That's how I feel Sweetie, I know you don't want me to be sad Gina, but It's not easy to keep going on without you.  You are a big part of my life and now I'm so EMPTY and have no will to go on.  Yes I have your beautiful daughter and the rest of our family here but if I have to live without you then can't they live without me?  I really do LOVE YOU and DON'T UNDERSTAND MY LIFE, I hate my life and I'm not happy at all.  People tell me that you wouldn't want me to feel this way but's it's very hard and I always thought I was a strong person but I know I'm not.  You were the one that made me strong. SweetPea please ask God with your help to help me through this.  I know I can't do this on my own.  I LOVE YOU AND ALL I WANT IS YOU BACK IN MY ARMS. 

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MY BABY GIRL  / MOMMY
My Dear Sweet Baby Girl.  I love you so much and my mind and body are so mixed up.  I don't know how in Gods name I'm going to keep going?  All my questions can't be answered until I see you again and that's not soon enough for me Sweetie.  I love you and want to hear you say I LOVE YOU MOMMY or in the middle of the night MOM GET DRESSED WE'RE GOING TO LINCOLN CITY.  I see you in your loving Baby Doll every minute.  I know she is her own person, but Gina I see YOU in her.  Thank you for trusting me to help raise your Loving, caring, thoughtfulness, kind hearted Daughter who is my GRAND DAUGHTER.  Megan won't leave my side, we are connecting at the hip and that's OK.  She's becoming a WONDERFUL person and you really are a very WONDERFUL MOTHER.  I LOVE YOU SWEET PEA and I CAN'T WAIT TO BE WITH YOU AGAIN.  Close

My sister in Christ  / Kelley Yaws (friend)

Gina, you inspired me to be a better person, a better christian.  You had everything going for you.  I know that you are singing in heaven and how wonderful it must be to be in Gods presence, but I miss you sooo much and I can hardly wait to see you again.  I love you Gina,  Love Kelley

                        

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I wish I knew you better pretty girl...  / Lorraine Carl (Her Mom's "Sis" )
 Gina, I''m watching out for your Mom best I can, your Dad, Daniel,Megan and Patrick are always there for her. Megan is an incredible little lady, she will live on  to show others the love you shared with her, and your Mom gets through everyday, only by the grace of God.
Words could never exspress how much you were and are loved and cherished.
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Gina loved Jesus.....  / Lorraine Carl
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Always Loved, forever missed......  / Lorraine Carl (Mom's Freind )

~Remember that your
loss is shared
By many friends who care
And that you're in our
thoughts and hearts
And in our every prayer.~

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