Gina's beauty is all around us... / Lorraine C. (Friend) Gina, Megan is so grown up, she takes care of Grammy and Grampy, and now she's a wiz on the computor! I know you are watching over her, Megan knows that too. You are SO missed by everyone.. Close
Jonathan's Birthday Day / MOMMY (MOM)
Well Sweetie, Jonathan turns 15 years old today. It's so hard for me to believe you're not here to enjoy all the family gatherings. But to tell you the truth there really hasn't been any really happy gatherings for me. I enjoy being with Family but your body isn't there so it doesn't seem right. I just want to be with all the family and look over and see you, hear your voice, smell your perfume. Yes, I still have yours and I spray your Teddy Bear that you made me when you were alot younger and I sleep with it and hugging it all night long. How can I keep going with all the curves that are in my way? As normal your father in going into the hospital tonight for a sleep test. He always seems to pick BIRTHDAYS to go into the hospital. I'm really worried about him Gina, I don't think he's doing well at all. He never gets up out of bed and he hardly comes out in the living room. He just stays in the bedroom and watches TV all the time. God, if only I could turn back the clock or time or what ever. You would be here, Dad would be better and so would the rest of the family. I wished your father was healthier like he was many years ago when you had so much fun with him, you and your brother. I can see you both playing in the living room with your Daddy, the good old days huh. I miss you Gina so much, my heart aches with so much pain inside. I don't know what to do with myself sometimes? I want to have our talks like we did every Friday when you came and pick me up and we were in the car for one hour just talking about everything or nothing. Just US, Gina I I want that back again. "JUST US" I never thought I could cry so much as much as I do since May 13, 2005 .How can I get past this? I LOVE YOU SWEETPEA so much YOU'RE MY BABY GIRL and ALL I WANT IS YOU BACK WITH OUR FAMILY. You need to be with Megan, she is so wonderful to be around. She really makes me think of you, and I do her hair and I think you should be doing it not me. She is so much like you Sweetie and what a HONOR that is. You're a special person and you did everything you set your mind too even left us so your family could live on. What an unselfish thing you did. Your Dad and I really raised a wonderful person, but your life was way too short. You could of done so much more. KEEP CLOSE TO US SWEETPEA, I NEED YOU AND SO DOES THE REST OF US....HUGS AND KISSES FOREVER Close
Just keeping in touch / MOM Gina just wanted you to know I LOVE YOU so much SweetPea and I think of you all the time. Patrick and I are starting back at the gym but very slowly. Of course were not going to the same place the three of us were going. I don't think I could handle that. But as I'm riding the bike, I turn my head and I can see your RED FACE when you were working out so hard. Then a smile comes to me, you're not going to believe this but I'm listening to your MP3 player YOUR MUSIC. I know it's hard to believe but I want to remember everything about you and what you like. I know I won't forget, but when I'm working out and a song comes on that I remember you singing and really getting into it. I THINK OF YOU MORE and it's starts putting a smile on my face. Boy you loved your music, and some of that music you should never listen to. Megan loves music also and you did that to her. She's a special little girl and I'm so glad I'm her Grammy. I LOVE YOU SWEETIE MORE AND MORE EACH DAY. I hope you're watching over our family because we need all the help we can get. Hugs and Kisses forever. Close
Loved and Missed / Clores Robinson (Isabella's Mom )Read >>
Loved and Missed / Clores Robinson (Isabella's Mom ) Gina You Are Such Beautiful And Precious Angel You Are So Loved And Missed by So Many.I am Pray For You And You Family Close
New Years / MOM
It's New Year Eve and at midnight it's going to be 2006. Megan and I miss you so much Gina, poor little girl really misses her Mommy. I was looking at Kenn's website http://superkenn.com/family.htm and he has his own memorial of you on it and Megan just cried in my arms telling me how much she misses her Mommy. My heart aches so much for her and our family. Why does time have to keep going on? What is the purpose of living when our hearts are in so much pain? Megan is the light of my life just as you are, she can make me laugh just in a moment. She is so much like you. Gina you really raised a wonderful person and it's kills me you don't get to enjoy how witty this little girl is. I don't know how she has so much information and knowledge as young as she is? Yes I do, IT'S YOU, YOU TAUGHT HER EVERYTHING and I'M SO PROUD. I don't know why God didn't HELP you stay with us, life isn't fair, but I just want to thank YOU for having Megan because without Megan I know I wouldn not be here at all. I would be with you SOONER then anyone thinks. I love you SweetPea so much, and I miss you GOD I MISS YOU. I was watching you on tape wee early this morning taking your drivers test. You're so BEAUTIFUL, and so full of life and just starting out in your life. You had so much more to do here but for some reason someone wanted me to learn something about PAIN and I guess I still hard headed because I KNOW PAIN and I have to live with it until I die, but not only me the rest of our family and your little girl who never hurt anyone has to live through it also. IT'S NOT FAIR and my life WITHOUT you isn't a life at all. I LOVE your FATHER, BROTHER, DAUGHTER and the rest of the family but YOU'RE MY BABY GIRL and I just can't get through this PAIN, I think I'm getting better and then I feel like I'm back to the very first day I was told the news. GINA PLEASE I'M BEGGING YOU OR ANYONE ELSE OUT THERE COME TO ME. I want to here your voice say HI MOMMY, YOU'RE MY MOMMY AND I LOVE YOU. Close
A beautiful angel Flies through the night Passing from this world She took her flight Leaving behind others below Never knowing how much It did hurt them so
As her new nightlight The stars now do glow The clouds her new pillows Much lighter than snow Beauty surrounds her Made with God his own hands For she has entered the most promised of lands
Gentle breezes I feel blowing Across my waitng cheek Are gentle kisses from her So precious and sweet In heaven she lives now And sings in the choir To someday join her is my greatest desire
Gina, Friday night I lost it and yelled at the kids and slammed the door to my bedroom went to bed and never came out until almost Noon Christmas Day. I'M SORRY SWEETIE, but it's really hard more then I ever thought it would be. I look at you and all I want is YOU BACK WITH US. Why, couldn't God save your life so you could be with us? I'm your mother and it's just killing me that you're not here with us. I want my little girl back, my Best Friend, my companion, my life. My life is over and I just keep crying and crying for you. Everyone tries their hardest to make me feel better, but I just want you in my arms. I'm really proud of your Father today, Gina he went to place your Christmas Teddy Bear on your grave. He bought a big one for you too but we're keeping that one and placing the small bear on your grave. Daddy said he would do this always and it will never stop. Gina your father and I are really hurting, so is the whole family. But today I could tell your Dad was when we went to visit your grave. This is the first time he has gone since your service I didn't think he was going but he said he will go every Christmas to give you your Christmas Bear. Uncle Jim even called to see how I was doing and he tried to get me up out of bed yesterday and nothing he said would work. I didn't want to wake up, didn't want to be around anyone, but for some reason I'm still here. DJ voice broke up a bit when he put his arms around me to comfort me and said I know it's harder on you Mom but Sis is here with us she hasn't left. I don't feel this, I don't feel anything, WHY? I WANT YOU SWEETPEA, come to ME PLEASE. I miss you and how long do I have to be here away from you? If you can't come to me will you send GRAM to me and let me KNOW YOU'RE OK. I need to know you're alright. I LOVE YOU SWEETIE MORE THEN EVER.
What makes sence?? / Lorraine Carl Dec.25th. seems like just another day...My caring very wise Aunt said: "The hardest test God has given Gina's Mom & Dad is, The Will to keep Living".......Please, lets all continue to Pray for the family to continue living here on earth, and Pray that God will disclose what He needs them to continue doing here on earth without Gina's physical presence....AmenClose
SweetPea: Someone has told me I'm not getting better because I'm holding on to you too tight and that I can't do anything else because of it. That someone is dear to both of us and this person really has a good head on their shoulders. This person is right, but I don't want to let go. I look at your photo's and I think it's all a terrible DREAM that you can't be gone. My life isn't the same anymore and never will be. I love you so much SweetPea, I look in the sky and I think you're out there and I can't touch you, Do you know what that does to a Mother? I look at your photo's and I see how HAPPY you were and full of life. You acomplished your goals. You had a wonderful Family and went to College and was just starting out on your career. How can someone be so full of life and happy has something happen to them? I can't see the positiveness of your absents. Of course you will NEVER leave me SWEETPEA, God gave me you and I will never let you go or understand why you had to leave before me? I guess I'm not learning any lesson so I have to suffer for this. All my LOVE GOES TO YOU SWEETIE, I MISS YOU SO MUCH AND THINK OF YOU ALWAYS. I couldn't sleep last night so I've been awake since midnight, I'm already for work so I just wanted to sit here and talk with you. I miss our talks we always shared. I have friends and family that will talk with me, but it's not the same as what we shared. No one will ever take your place Sweetie. I know you don't want me to be hurting so much. But I know that you'll probably feeling the same way if it was the other way around and something had happen to me. I wished it did and you were here with your family. Your husband and the kids needs you and so does your brother. I'm the one that's getting tired of this Earth life. You just started yours, so WHY IN GODS NAME you had to leave? Everytime I leave work to go home I can see YOU following me home as far as my Exit, then I see you keep going on toward your house. This is the last image I have of you alive. Your so Beautiful SweetPea and I'm so PROUD OF YOU LIKE ALWAYS.
From the GDW family / Hanna B. (From GDW family )Read >>
From the GDW family / Hanna B. (From GDW family )
To Gina's family and friends, I am a sister in Christ and saw Lori Carl prayer request. God loves His children and He calls His own to join him and live in His presence (Oh such joyful presence!). All the angels and saints in haven are rejoicing in having Gina join them!
May God be glorified in Gina's life and through Him we rejoice in the hope that we shall again see His face.It is my prayer that Gina's family and friends will celebrate her life and not mourn her death because she has gone to be with her Father and creator. .....from Holy Bible King James version. Psalms 30:11"Thou has turned my mourning into dancing; Thou hast put off my sackcloth and girded me with gladness." Jeremiah 31: 13 "Then shall the virgin rejoice in the dance, both young men and old together; for I will turn their mourning into joy, and will comfort them, and make them rejoice from their sorrow."
Be glorified heavenly father for in you we have our being. In name of your son Jesus Christ, I pray, Amen!
SweetPea: I feel just as mixed up as I did the day you left us. I miss you more each day and more and more as each day passes. How can I not miss you? I love you SweetPea so much, my heart skips a beat anymore when I look at your pictures. I want you Sweetie, my life isn't complete anymore. Christmas music plays on the radio and I get so sick inside my stomach because I can't share it with you this year or any other year. WHY do I have to keep going? I'm not as strong as people think I am. Friends want me to talk to others but it hurts so much without you. People complain about things and all I think is YOU and I CAN'T HAVE YOU ANYMORE. I want you to come to me PLEASE SWEETPEA, I NEED YOU. What am I going to do on this earth without you? Your Baby Doll is growing up fast right under my eyes. She has grown so much since your accident. I wished I could stop time. I hate this that I'm here and life goes on. I DON'T WANT IT TO, and I know I can't stop it and it killing me. Gina I love you so much and I miss you more then anyone will ever know. I remember telling you, you will know how much I love you when you have children of your own. Then when you had Megan you told me that you understood what I was saying all those years. That you love Megan more then anything, well that's how I still feel I love you SweetPea. It kills me that I can't leave here, because someone has to love your daughter MY GRAND DAUGHTER as much as we love each other. I do Sweetie, love Megan as much as you and as much as you do. But I also feel it's not enough, I feel something is going on inside her little head. She won't leave my side for nothing, and weekends she doesn't want to leave me. Not sure if she knows how much I need her? I do feel better when she is around me but she has to be with her Daddy. It kills me when she goes back home for the week, but I know I'll have her on the next weekend. I LOVE MEGAN, GINA with EVERY BREATH I TAKE but I'm also afraid something might rip her away from me as they did you. Is life really worth living if someone has to go thu so much pain?
I LOVE YOU AND MISS YOU / Mother (Mommy)
Gina for some reason I feel like I'm all alone. I can't cope with you being gone, our family and friends keep telling me I need to find some way to cope with you being away. I don't want to cope with it and I don't want you gone. I love you SweetPea so much and every beat of my heart aches for you. Everyone seems to be going on with their everyday life and I'm stuck in NO MANS LAND. I'm alone and I can't get out but I'm not sure if I want to get out. I feel like maybe I should take your pictures down and put them away and then would I be ok? But I don't want to do that because everywhere I go I want to see your Beautiful face, not just in my head but with my eyes. I love you so much and I really do need YOU. Our family seems like everyone is here but we're really not, if that makes any since. You were the organizer of our family, you planned gatherings and you did a WONDERFUL job. I'm having our first gathering and I really have to push myself. I really don't want to do this but I think of the one I'm doing it for. I'm not thinking of myself and sometimes I'm tired of not thinking of myself. I always have to do what others want me to do or I should do. I'M TIRED and I MISS YOU, LOVE YOU, AND WHAT YOUR HUGS. I just want to HOLD YOU IN MY ARMS. I love you SweetPea ask Gram to help you come and see me PLEASE. Hugs and Kiss ALWAYS Close
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